Beach Love

 With my moon in scorpio in my d9, beaches heal me...water is healing....

My earlist memory was seeing the sunrise in, when I chanced upon the beaches on the shores of Muscat....when my father drove me to his sisters house. I was told my mother was at the dentist, she wore a dreamy purple, blue and white dress gifted by my dad's sister. 

Any moment, my mother was not with me, I felt a hole in my heart. 

Lovely memories when my parenst took me to the corniche, and my brother and  I playing....

It was divine....

But something made my heart ache....

I never knew what it was....

Once, i remember seeing the fountain  with colorful lights in corniche.....

Something was missing....closely resembling this picture....

another moment was when my dad's eldest brother took all of us...... in 1998...or so. dont remember the year...it was night that time

Then there were these painful moments at a particular beach, the Qantab beach..... catharatic... cant revisit them.....

Vulnearble, where I broke it all.....just a hand to hold........

Painful...but hopeful.....that passed then....

On reflection, I make , an endeavour to change them to somehting with meaning...

The beach, called Qantab Beach was a wonder to behold - its like going to the edge of the universe....

And then a reception I attended there, wearing pink... a small coming of age....in a resort close to this beach

& there are beach travels to my dance classes in 6,8 and 12th standard...

Cant forget the girls, the house, the swing, the playing, the paintings that hung on the wall, the dreams i had when i came home, and the endless nights when i caught asthma..... 

Then, there are are solo travels at Pallavakkam to learn Odissi.....

Then, November 2025 ----- Rameshwaram --beaches interestingly as we drove to Dhanushkodi... i saw a beautiful lotus pond filled with lotus. 

The town is referred to as the ghost town, interstingly I pointed this to Radhika, and she told me....

"The deer ( Mrigshirisha) is spotting new beginnings". Interstngly as i took my dips, I felt my heart is becoming an emerald green... it felt so beautiful so light....The heart chakra is green....

Cheers to new emerald green lovely healing beginnings.......

Written circa 2026.....