Tears behind Strength......

 This was the cover of Culturama Magazine 2018 issue, which i kept with me....

It was apparently a painting of Rani Lakshmi Bhai, Jhansi Rani

The grief ......behind that strength and poise....

Poise and Stregth, yet with grief.......

Love is actions & words

 

Love is in actions and words, 

I like to think so...:)

Healing kisses in the heart💓💗 centre.....

In Search Of.......2017 to 2026

 The Beginning of My Quest.......

Seeking out >> Realising your gifts >> Healing >.> Sharing it with the world

Many years back, I dreamt of a pond, which is close to a beautiful grassland spreading many acres...

Im taking a dip in the pond and when I take a dip, Im almost teleported to a different place.....

It almost looks like a temple in Bali....

This dream resonated a lot with me...

Like I had lived a life like that, probably, eons ago....

The dream also had a home, with glass panels and Ramani is telling something to my father.....

when i was a very young child, I remember staring for hours together at the sky....

Just the void..., vast sky....in my balcony.....

I used to wonder if this is where we came from...

I protested a lot, when my father put grills in that space which sort of obstructed my view and imagination....

My neighbour had a beautiful garden.... which was so beautiful to behold....

I then remember another, dream, I dreamt of waterfalls...waterfalls like in mid air...

And my home is like mid air, the waterfalls is just outside my home....

Some of these dreams were astoundingly beautiful, and Ive wanted to paint them........

which then led me to self reflection on my own inner worlds.....

I have always been a seeker. mostly this is due to my mrigashirisha moon...

All this found much meaning when I met Radhika in 2022....

who gave meaning to much of what i was going through and a more tangible meaning to my inner world....

At Gaya when I visited in 2025, I spotted this advertisement for gold jewellery which read INDRIYA

Following which I received this mesage:

LOOKING AT THE WORLD IN A NEW WAY....

I ve always belived, the stregth of one's own consciousness can be cultivated by wisdom....

Change you Consciousness >> Change youre perspective >> Solutions present themselves

RAdhika has always told me, that my thoughts felt like soma ras....

I wondered what it always meant...

Only to realise that, when my heart awakens.... I can awaken in the beauty in those closest to me....

This soma ras....is felt and experienced as a state of equilibrium or peace with oneself....

When one heals, and the broken pieces are mended with gold, and we awaken out hearts,

We are able to share the gifts with the world, authentically....

Healing is a slow process........A Reflection

 

Healing is a very slow process, you just have to believe as you take each step......

There will be relapses....

There will be somedays ...you feel bright and beautiful....

There will be some days...when the hollow feeling in your heart....

And you may want to cry yourself to sleep....

but as you take each step, you need to have FAITH....

FAITH even as small as a mustard seed....

Can make you move mountains.....

Gratitude to all who were part of this journey...& who still are.....

Friends, Strangers, Mentors, the Ola Drivers, my students, even BalaPerippa who probably was a catalyst... 

To any woman, to any soul.....

THERE IS STRENGTH, WITHIN THE HEART REVEALING THE DIVINE CAPACITY OF THE HUMAN SPIRIT....

LOOK DEEP WITHIN & YOU WILL FIND THE STRENGTH.......

"ALL POWER IS WITHIN YOU. BELIEVE IN THAT, DO NOT BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE WEAK, STAND UP AND EXPRESS THE DIVINITY WITHIN YOU....." - Swami Vivekananda

Rapunzel :)

 

The Womb is the Portal ---It is Nature manifested --- It is the Portal of Creation

 

The Womb is A Portal of Creation

It is manifestation of Nature

It is to be nurtured, respected and deeply cared for

To all women,

and to all husbands and boyfriends, care for the women in youre life

Cook for her, care for her.... 

The womb carries memories & magic...

Heal and bring forth a new life in each cycle....

Happy period ....:)

Perfumery Experiments 5 - This is for the woman with pre -menstrual cramps

That's exactly how I am, 7 days before my periods....

Yesterday, my energy levels were 0.. ZERO.....

and my cramps with almost not able to breathe................

I had to attend to somethiing....

So i prepared this mixture..

Ingredients

1. 2 raw kastoori majal turmeric pieces. Cut them to pieces

2. 4 pieces of cardamom

Dont add anything further... you can probably put a few drops of lemon ...

Just add it to water ... and take a bath.....

Effect 

Not much effect on cramps

But, great mood elevator.....