Love tastes like this.....

 

CARE.....inspiration to write Care....:)

 

Overcoming Writer's Block

I belive writing like any art, takes time, takes you to be vulnerable, you have to be daring to be raw in youre first attempt, and then have the courage to bring the intrinsic message that you wish to convey with subtlety and yet with an imagery that speaks to the soul of the reader.

Why did I take to writing?

I dont know still, like a every petal unfolds, im still asking that question....

I belive, some flowers we are never able to send. some letters we never manage to send, or they are too late,  when we write, we write to heal, untold stories of love, so that they incarnate for beautiful realities in this dimension....

Writing is a mediumship....

the writer like the scuplptor is an artist..... is in a 'flow' state, where words are passed through him, not from him....

i saw this theme in a bengali film....

I dont remember the name of the film. 

also, it takes oberservation, too, tiring observation, a beautiful heart to care for your characters, and a wonderful director's pen.... 

Intersting today is swati nakshatra - VISHWAKARMA. The celestial architect and master of arts whoose, Symbol is THE BRIGHT JEWEL which signifies brilliance, beauty and the inner light.

Im also remember of this inspirational film,which closely captured what I feel.....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WsKyc8gJW1k&t=1049s

Notes of Happiness......Music of Happiness......24 June 2026 Reflections & Memories

 

In 2019, I dremt of peaock's dazzling in the skies...

Each of their feathers were bringht golden......

Like rays of lightning....

My father points to 3 huge peacocks in the sky....

A line kept playing in my mind as we travelled in our car today. 

Our bright blue ciaz which we choose to replair after a good 5 months.....

These lyrics played in my mind....

"வானத்தின் மீது மயிலாட கண்டேன், மயில் குயில் ஆச்சுதடி"

Very beautifully explained by Sikkil Gurucharan, "Im able to see the light and feel the light....." or rather experience Omkaram...

The sound of infinty..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VXL7SY-BJOo

This beautiful raga is in Raga Mandu.....

I would associate this color to the deeper purple......again the crown chakra....its also the purple lotus ..... Nilothpalamba.... 

Just happily dancing feet in the sea shores......

Just in love with yourself, like you realise the universe is within you..... and you are both macrosm and microcosm....

and the smell...... A very deeper lavender.... which I happen to have, when i bought it in a puja store.....A rareee find......which when i happen to visit their official website, there doesnt seem to be lavender. 

When can you feel that kind of happiness, where you feel stretched between the land and sky.....

I just recollected some memories in my life,

Once I received a plumeria, and it somehow touched me and it is to that divinity amidst all that worldly stuff, which I was very touched.....

Another time, I rememeber me and my father going to the airport to receive my mom....I was waitig with expected happiness to see my mom....at that moment, i think it was 2012, I remember seeing a group of mute and deaf arab students. As they communicated with each other in sign language, I loved to see the passion in their eyes.....

It was poetic.....

Then, there was this moment, I wore my new watch to school in 9th standard. I wore a lemon grass cream to school. I was just praying so hard that the boy , i like notices it..... & darn, my heart bloomed in a 1000 roses when he did not just notice it... but shouted to the class in admiration, that im wearing one......

and then there was this, moment, when my mother's sister bought me a dreamy blue paper stand..... to reconcile with me.....

When I saw it, the gushing flow of imagination......

there are no paper stands like that anymore....

A scene from an old film popped out ...which had a similar one...only that mine was more beautiful

it was like a thousand lotuses blooming in my head......

Today, I received all those , green, violet themes in me.....

There is another song, that i remember, not very popular in teh same raga - 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UBUU2g55cDg

Ignorig the dance, just listening to the song...is happiness.......gushing happiness, like a child seeing a colorful fountain....

I love this song and its vibrancy... its like you meet youre loved one for the first time, or just 'how are you'.....

doesnt youre heart skip a beat... to know he or she feels the same way.....?

A peacock's meaning

Art Canvas - By Julie Leidel

What a eureka messgae, "SEEK OUT'' - "THE AWAKENING OF INSIGHT AND THE REFINEMENT OF INTEGRITY" ....

WHAT A EUREKA THOUGHT....

THIS MESSAGE reminds me of the archetype character of Henry McCord, the best in American television series, written by Barbara Hall...

if ever i have a someone in life, it should be like Henry Mccord. All the jupiterian traits......and that kind of integrity is something i look upto which heathy masclinity represents. Its a trait, i wish to deeply write on.....

A man who is inherently philosphical yet caring and knows to love the woman of his heart..... 

Especially when he cries for Elisabeth ..... i love that scene.....

But, in my own poetic journey, refinemnent of senses, like being burnt, was so needed to bring refinement of senses......but which is ultimately worth it.... like seeing the dazzling lights of Diwali.....

I once remember being to my cousin sister's home and spotting the colorful skies in a winter... Magical again....

another word on the hidden meanings of the peacock

The Star - Peacock - Interpretation - Themes of Neptune & Venus.  feeling inspired to explore your intuition and psychic impressions.  yet in the process of imagination to use a little discernment in absorbing what's around.....

Flowers ------Why flowers?

 Offlate, a scene in a song I overlooked took me by utter surprise. 

This is from a film in prior to a song, where the hero, who feels unworthy of the girl, is conflicted by his feelings for her. He struggles as he has approached her on someone else's behalf but falls for her. 

The song is here 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3TVvRETczto

His character is that of a hair dresser. 

What I love about this frame is the purity that probably the cinematographer has tried to portray......

It reminded me of this picture

Here, like in every image, you can see Krishna's image on the mirror....

My soul always yearned for that? I loved my mother chanting slokas when she plaited my hair, when I went to school....

My mother's sister, used to --- keep brushing my hair... endlessly

That felt so calming... 

Like someone whispering... 

"i know , i know... iknow what youeve been through...

its ok....."

Its intimacy but with deep care and affection...

Something that resonates on a soul level...

Krishna was an incarnate of the godess probably thats why  he understood Radha so well...

May be  Radha saw her mother in him......

Like the depictions of Krishn Kali

This brings me to adorning the hair with flowers....

What is beautiful when the man, a woman loves, buys flowers.....

I remember a scene.....

When the heroine asks the boy who loves her ...

"if she can take the flowers there on a plate......"

Its so painful....

but its an intersting contrary that before she is in the temple

and she is persued by him...

but this doesnt happen that time...

probably, he doesnt understand her feelings....

Do men really get women's feelings...

My father did give flowers to my mom.....

but i never knew what my mom felt.....

i think flowers have a beauty....

they should be given with beauty......

with respectful subtlety both for the flowers and the woman.....and the beautiful flower lady who 

relentlessly make our days beautiful....

So i created a gibli art....

To Lovely dreamy nights......

To lovely Tamil Nadu

Auto & Love of Being Held

Auto rides, feel free sometimes...........

like just independent

fresh air

But sometimes, we want to be held ...

We dont want someone to say ' Take care'

We want that guesture to mean, 'I will take care of you'.

Like, it reaches our heart and calms our breathe....without any said......

I saw this in Munbe vaa song --- 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rp3_FhRnIRw

But then being instinctively held like that.... by the guy.... without being asked......

that moment of feeling, feels sooo safe......

So I created this gibli art to write my scene......

Second Chances - Do you belive or urge others to hope for second chances in love?

 In the year 2024, i wrote to one family lawyer, that his posts although may be made with good intent to educate. I took the liberty to ask him - does he believe in second chances. 

When I say second chances, there is this Mouna Ragam - it translates as the 'Song of Silences'. 

Silence can be golden, but sometimes the same silence can be weapon, sharp enough to kill us and other....

I am remembered of the bgm in Mouna Ragam ....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoODSY5JeFk

I think the composer, the maestro Illayraja  - has made it like a ticking clock, our heart beats... 

We just crave reconcilation, we just crave if our eyes could meet our souls and see deeper, just once more....

Mouna Ragam Climax

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=15DQMfCAxls

Interestingly, the climax, where the wife, rips the papers..... 

This came out as a trending news on youtube.....

https://www.instagram.com/reels/DZhRJGtxggA/

In my cousins janeu, i went upto a relative who is a flautist, and i insisted he needs to talk to his wife...

I just pray he joins with her soon.....

Moral of the Story - 

Believe in Second Chances, they dont exist in romance novels alone, they exist in real life too....

To someone who doesnt belive send them this....