In Search Of.......2017 to 2026

 The Beginning of My Quest.......

Seeking out >> Realising your gifts >> Healing >.> Sharing it with the world

Many years back, I dreamt of a pond, which is close to a beautiful grassland spreading many acres...

Im taking a dip in the pond and when I take a dip, Im almost teleported to a different place.....

It almost looks like a temple in Bali....

This dream resonated a lot with me...

Like I had lived a life like that, probably, eons ago....

The dream also had a home, with glass panels and Ramani is telling something to my father.....

when i was a very young child, I remember staring for hours together at the sky....

Just the void..., vast sky....in my balcony.....

I used to wonder if this is where we came from...

I protested a lot, when my father put grills in that space which sort of obstructed my view and imagination....

My neighbour had a beautiful garden.... which was so beautiful to behold....

I then remember another, dream, I dreamt of waterfalls...waterfalls like in mid air...

And my home is like mid air, the waterfalls is just outside my home....

Some of these dreams were astoundingly beautiful, and Ive wanted to paint them........

which then led me to self reflection on my own inner worlds.....

I have always been a seeker. mostly this is due to my mrigashirisha moon...

All this found much meaning when I met Radhika in 2022....

who gave meaning to much of what i was going through and a more tangible meaning to my inner world....

At Gaya when I visited in 2025, I spotted this advertisement for gold jewellery which read INDRIYA

Following which I received this mesage:

LOOKING AT THE WORLD IN A NEW WAY....

I ve always belived, the stregth of one's own consciousness can be cultivated by wisdom....

Change you Consciousness >> Change youre perspective >> Solutions present themselves

RAdhika has always told me, that my thoughts felt like soma ras....

I wondered what it always meant...

Only to realise that, when my heart awakens.... I can awaken in the beauty in those closest to me....

This soma ras....is felt and experienced as a state of equilibrium or peace with oneself....

When one heals, and the broken pieces are mended with gold, and we awaken out hearts,

We are able to share the gifts with the world, authentically....